WHAT AM I DOING RIGHT NOW?
read more here!AS OF LATE MAY, 2025... I am currently in a deep depression after stopping a medication that is notoriously difficult to discontinue. Terrible side effects, but I'm pulling through. I've gone through a terrible friend breakup and I'm writing a lot of things about it, but I don't know if I can share them! We'll see.
I'm trying to form a coherent idea for a big project. I have a few, but none that give me that spark of "I have to make this NOW!" like I got with my other ones. I need something to focus on or my mind goes very silly.
A family member had a baby recently, and I've decided to learn hand quilting to make her a baby blanket. I want to make it subtly rainbow, so if later in life she realizes she's queer, she'll know someone out there supports her. And if that doesn't happen, she'll just have a kickass blanket to look back on. I'm excited to learn how to quilt, it's been an interest of mine for a very long time.
I also want to get into birding, do some archery classes, and maybe focus on making video games / interactive fiction for a while. I love all forms of writing and creating, but this is one I need to try out more and I really love doing it! I love nature and I think archery is probably the only sport I can do... I need to get more active, which is another goal of mine, and I'm trying to do things my disabled body can handle, you know?
In terms of media, I'm watching Severance, Yellowjackets, and I Saw The TV Glow these days.